Month: October 2017

Violent & Challenging Behaviour

Yvonne Newbold is an absolute inspiration and a true champion for disabled children and their families. She is the Author of The SPECIAL PARENTS Handbook and a parent of three children all with Special Needs. She shares her highs, lows and techniques in this book. 
Violent and Challenging Behaviour
A rarely discussed topic is that of children and young adults who have challenging and violent behaviour. Most often towards their mother and/or other care givers. It has been a bit of a taboo subject until recently. Parents feel shame that their child beats them or destroys their home. It isn’t because their children are ‘bad’ or their parenting is poor. It is often because they find it so difficult to express themselves for a magnitude of reasons and it is most common in children with learning difficulties.
Yvonne appeared on the Victoria Derbyshire show on the BBC this week along with some fellow parents who’s children have Violent & Challenging Behaviour VCB. She is working tirelessly to break the silence of this heartbreaking situation for so many families. Yvonne has set up a private Facebook support group and she is running a series of workshops on this topic.
Autism & Learning Disability Behaviour Help
Two Realistic and Down-to-Earth Sessions in One Event for Parents, Carers & those who work with Children, Young Adults & Families
How to Reduce Violent & Challenging Behaviour
Puberty & Sexuality, & its impact on Autism & Learning Disabilities
If this is something that challenges you at home then please do take a look at the events. Here is a link to Eventbrite for the 25th November 2017 and 6th January 2018
What a fantastic lady.

It’s Almost Impossible To Escape

October is a really shitty month for me. A difficult, sad and stressful month. The 23rd October brings around again the anniversary of my Dad dying, followed by his birthday on the 24th. A double whammy.

When I’m talking about Emotional Resilience, on here, Facebook or at my workshops, I am usually referencing it with regard to having a child with Special Needs. However, something I share is that it is also something I have been practicing in other areas of my life. Often that resilience is needed to cope with the big life events like watching your father die and at other times it’s dealing with smaller situations or perhaps how you allow others to make you feel.

Nine years on and in many ways, it doesn’t feel any easier. I’m not sure it ever will. However, I know the signs better now and have strategies to see me through. I arrived home from school drop off and walking the dog on wednesday morning. Ollie just knew, straight away, that I was crumbling. I hadn’t really been thinking about Dad or feeling sad but suddenly the swirl of emotion started to bubble up from deep inside. I totally believe having a god cry is essential. Let it all out and start again. Although, I hate crying because honestly, I don’t look or feel good for it. I’m one of those red, blotchy, puffy frog eye types of criers. Not attractive and requires multiple re-applications of make-up to look reasonable.


Can’t resist a cheesy 1980’s moustache & psychedelic shorts photo. Me and my Dad at the Duxford Air Show.

Within the Getting Your Voice Heard Workshops, I talk about getting into the right state to cope with upcoming events/meetings etc. Within that practice is understanding that we experience life with all of our senses – taste, sight, touch, smell and sound. This is also how we remember our experiences. That’s often why you will smell a fragrance and be reminded of a loved one or perhaps, like me, the smell of Skips reminds you of the time you ate too many as a child and vomited. Never ate them again I can assure you.

This is what was happening to me. Unfortunately my senses weren’t allowing me to get into a positive state this time. The whole month of October was spent going to and from the hospice on a daily basis. Everything about the month of October reminds me and takes me back to that point. Walking the dog, how the air smells, the mostly sunny days, dew on the grass, cool in the evening, conkers on the floor and the light of the day, the rapidly approaching decay of life and of season into Winter. It’s almost impossible to escape it.

So, although I am often taken by surprise, I am more aware and prepared for it. I advance book to see my Osteo, one of the only ways I can release the tension build up. I spend time with Ollie and the children because apart from the fact that I love them, it’s almost impossible to have two minutes to myself to get caught up in how I’m feeling. I have failed slightly this week but I’m conscious of getting an early night. Everything is so much harder to cope with when sleep deprived. I take big doses of vitamins,  try to eat well (on top of the chocolate for comfort) and drink more water. Seeing friends for Prosecco also seems to help. Who knew? Getting the balance of distraction and rest is key for me.

This is how I cope when I’m dealing with more stressful times with Freddie too, which is why we talk about all of these things to understand what emotional resilience is and why we need it.

The past few weeks have also required me to try to impart some of this to my four year old, Bella, as she started school this September. New environment, new friendship circles, new rules – new everything. It’s mostly extremely positive and exciting so far but unfortunately, there has been an older child who has been ‘picking on’ Bella and her classmates. Nothing particularly serious but a little daunting non the less when you are only four years old. We have talked about how she can handle it and what course of action to take. I too have, of course, raised it with her teacher. I hope I’m giving her the right tools to deal with it, especially if at any point it becomes more serious. Something I am incredibly mindful of though is that children and adults for that matter, rarely act out unless they are struggling. Perhaps the child is unhappy, worried or fearful about something and feels more in control when behaving in this way? Who knows? What I do know is that the child needs compassion and support. The earlier it is spotted and worked through, the better for everyone. I also know how I would feel if it was my child behaving in this way. I would be gutted. It’s possible for any child to start acting out for a whole variety of reasons. I’m conscious that being the sibling of a child with special needs brings with it many emotions and challenges. I can only do my best to give her the resilience tools she needs and hope for the best. If she was ‘picking on’ others I would hope for compassion towards her and to me as her mum until it could be resolved.

Emotional resilience is always a good thing to practice. We are human and humans suffer at times. We need compassion and ways to cope so that we can enjoy life during the fantastic times.

Keep an eye out for the next set of dates in November for both Getting Your Voice Heard – How to be a Velvet Bulldozer and Emotional Resilience – The Ebb & Flow of a Special Needs Parent, in conjunction with Entrust Care Partnership.







A Breakthrough for Freddie

I feel like I’m living two parallel lives at the moment with Freddie and Bella. Bella just started reception and is flying. she loves all the new things she is learning and is chat chat chat about it all. I’ve even had to go to school for a lesson in Phonics and I am regularly told by Bella that I have got it wrong. “No no no. It’s not D for Daddy, it’s D for Dinosaur.” Whereas Freddie, mostly tells us about the fun things like playing bat and ball and swimming. He is learning academically at his own pace with his own targets.

I’m honestly slightly (extremely) nervous about how, as they all progress their school careers, I am going to fit in helping Freddie with his essential daily Speech Therapy, Bella with a plethora of mainstream homework (most of which I anticipate having to Google first) and get them all fed and into bed each night before they meltdown with exhaustion. Never mind how it will work when Jago gets to school! Eek.

We don’t talk a lot about academic results with Freddie, more focus on personal care and independence skills at the moment but I know School are working hard behind the scenes. Then, yesterday a lovely news piece came home in his book bag. He has been able to write an F for quite some time, he recognises his own name and he has letter recognition for all in the alphabet but that’s roughly where we plateau. Then we see he is working on the other letters in his name too. Trying so hard and doing so well. It’s just a bit of a proud moment for us really and I wanted to share his breakthrough. x